#ON SOME MAIN CHARACTER BULLSHIT
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I still want to learn the bass guitar.
I still want to go to art school and graduate.
I still want to to have a job and smile to wonderful people and make their day a little better.
I still want a family of my own, biological or not, to love and share memories with.
I still want to play video games with my boyfriend. Marry him, too, and travel the world with my partner and husband.
I still want to retire in Japan an old person who gardens and gives flowers and vegetables to neighbors.
I still want to be the person someone can go to for confidence and support.
I still want to live... I'm just... So tired of trying to live. Especially when so many people put me down for wanting these things. I shouldn't care, but I do, because sometimes the same people saying I can't are the same oppressors who prevent me from doing so. My parents, my landlord, my congressperson of state, my friends and their own circumstances, my siblings. All share in the fact that my goals are wrong or harmful to them and myself in some way. Being taught that I can still do those things when people actively keep me away from my goals is not fun. It's exhausting and discouraging and the only way I know to stop the noise would bring out even more pain and exhaustion to the people I wish to save from myself.
Afterthought: YALL I WAS ABOUT TO POST THIS AND LEAVE IT AT THAT, BUT THEN I HAD A REVELATION IN MY TAGS. LEMME GO DO SOME SKETCHES, I NEED TO GRIND.
#depression#im not mentally stable#college#school#learning#im tryin my best#struggling#living#i just realized my username#OH ITS OVER FOR THESE BITCHES NOW#IM BOUT TO START COSPLAYING MYSELF#โoh what anime character are you dressed as?โ#BITCH ME#MY LIFE IS AN ANIME#HOW THE FUCK AM I STILL STANDING THROUGH THIS BULLSHIT#ON SOME MAIN CHARACTER BULLSHIT#IM GONNA START DRAWING AND ARTING LIKE A MOTHERFUCKER#this was originally supposed to be a โim depressed and i give upโ post#BUT THEN I SAW MY USERNAME AND WAS REMINDED OF HOW MUCH OF A BAD BITCH I AM#I GOTTA KEEP GOING FOR THE PLOT ON GOD#ON ALLAH#ON ZEUS#ON CHUTHULLU#I NEED TO BE ONE OF THE REVOLUTIONARIES RIGHT NOW#I NEED TO DO WHAT I CAN WITH MY MEANS TO TURN THIS GLOBE ON ITS HEAD#I CANT GIVE UP YET
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@/miseraou on twitter drew eva as muu, which i thought was absolutely brilliant. naturally, i had to then sketch my own take on a p:eg milgram au lmao
#a lot of my swap reasonings are kinda surface level though HAHA#some are because of the crime itself like kai as 003 or grace as 010#or because of their personality/vibes like 002 diana or 005 wolfgang#then some of them are straight up bullshit HAHA#like damon as 001 bc hes the main character .so he gets to be first#or desmond as 009 because his eye shape is like mikotos . lmao#(<-i really had no idea what to do about 009 man๐ญbest i can do)#would love to hear other peoples thoughts and takes on 'em tho#cos im just here to be silly and draw#oh no i have to tag this#damon maitsu#diana venicia#kai monteago#eva tsunaka#wolfgang akire#eloise taulner#jean delamer#toshiko kayura#desmond hall#grace madison#p:eg#project: eden's garden#project edens garden
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so confused when people hate miss agent margaret carter because what do you have against a woman with big beautiful brown eyes who pummels people with her entire body weight
#is this about the time a customer kept harrassing angie so peggy shoved a fork against his brachial artery#and told him under threat of death to leave a generous tip and then never come back?#or is this about the time she honoured bucky's death by posthumously naming him a shield agent so that his name would be on the memorial?#is it when she ran out into the rain after steve and betrayed direct orders to get ahold of a jet for him and fly him past enemy lines?#do you hate when a woman isn't afraid to be emotional and vulnerable because she's secure in her strength and rationality??#does it bother you when she keeps growing as a person because of the people she loves?#does she handle disrespect with too much integrity and grace?#ohh is it only appealing when a male character is haunted by losing everyone they care about?#is it misogyny that has you diminishing a fleshed-out main character who does not let manchildren get away with their bullshit#to 'some girl steve kissed once' do you hate her for reasons you pulled out of your actual ass like her being a hydra ally(???)#I'M GOING TO THROW YOU INTO A WALL#peggy carter#*#text*
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bsd fandom has always mischaracterised kunikida to hell and back but the fact that i am seeing SO MUCH hate for his character right after his 'death' is insane
#'kunikida is a boring character' 'dazai doesnt even like kunikida' 'kunikida has never suffered through trauma' DO U HEAR YOURSELF...#on one hand yeah studio bones butchering ln1 so bad will always be a main source of the misinterpretations#but EVEN THENNN you dont HAVE to read ln1 to get it. you just need to use your brain!!!!!#i dont care if you dislike kunikida or dislike knkdz or whatever. you can have your own opinion#but dont make up bullshit reasons for why you dont like them??????#and also ship wars are so stupid if i see ONE MORE POST comparing skk and knkdz's partnerships#which while have some good parallels#are ultimately not the same#then i will FIND YOU#skk and knkdz involve dazai in two very different stages of his life and you cant compare them#'oh this is healthier. oh this is more interesting. oh this partnership carries more weight. oh--' SHUT THE FUCK UP FOR FIVE SECONDS#LET PEOPLE LIVEEEEE#sorry for being petty but ive gone seven years without a knkdz manga interaction and so many skk shippers still wanna whine about how their#ship is better or whatever. like you already own so much content. so much of the fandom is skk tunnel visioned#why are you threatened by other shippers just having fun. calm the fuck DOWN#and also STOP PUTTING YOUR BASELESS HATE IN THE KNKDZ TAG I DONT WANNA SEE ITTTT#tag it as anti or whatever but dont shove your hate into the ship tag lol thats just basic etiquette#ok sorry im done now goodbye#this went from being annoyed at bad knkd takes to stupid knkdz hate but. those always seem to come together#smiles through the pain#bsd spoilers#sorry forgor to tag that
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I swear to shit if I see one more person calling Charlie Morningstar a boring flat character i'm throwing hands
#she literally has had her own goal since the pilot#a goal SHE thought of by the way#not her father#not Alastor#not Angel Dust#not somebody else in the hotel or some random sinner on the street#she's made fun of for believing in her dreams constantly#everybody always doubts that Charlie's ideas are going to work even Vaggie and Lucifer#but does she let that stop her? no#she wouldn't take any of Adam's bullshit#her redemption plan ends up not being in vain when Sir Pentious goes to heaven#she defends the hotel in the finale and it was her idea because she's not letting her dream redeeming be all for nothing#she wasn't afraid to call the angels out on their hypocrisy along with Emily#and btw this show isn't even close to being done#protagonist usually start developing two or three seasons later after the first so why should Charlie be an exception?#give her a chance guys#charlie is a good main character and screw anyone who says otherwise#she's the protagonist for a reason#hazbin hotel#charlie morningstar#bad takes#hot takes#seriously are we watching the same show?#forgot to mention she also called Valentino out because he was abusing Angel Dust which exactly what got Angel to start respecting her
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so normal about this game
#aether#genshin impact#das my art#fanart#genshin impact fanart#genshin fanart#traveller#genshin aether#art#digital art#currently just finished the inazuma questline#cannot wait what other bullshit this reckless little guy gets himself into#does he have other braincells than must safe friends? i think not#to be clear i am enjoying it immensely#also i perhaps overlevelled my characters a tiny bit#most of the actual main quest fights have taken like. seven minutes#a few of the smaller ones have taken about half a minute ajxksjsks#so i might actually have to hold off on levelling up that much more for my own enjoyment#but to be fair some of the side quests are much more difficult so i had assumed the main quests would be the same level lol
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Day 349 | id in alt
She on da phone.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#i have a few ideas. some have Itadori and some have me slandering the fuck outta gojo#which i will continue to do!! because he deserves it#people put gojo on too high of a pedestal honestly. i need to kill him again dammit#he does NOT deserve a good afterlife for all the Ignorance he has#Kugisaki is on the phone shes cutiful#I GOT MAD AND CAME BACK YO THE TAGS#are we gonna ignore the fact that gege basically fucking fridged tsumiki?#just a thought#basically fridged i use it as an all encompassing thing for characters the main bitch or whatever cares abt#heres a sister. i will now say nothing about her and make something horrific happen and kill her LIKE okay whatever then!!!#do you think Kugisaki is looking at my bullshit ass tags
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Is this fanfic friendly? I feel like an outlier.
I guess this is my sign it's time to throw together a FAQ post to link to lol.
Yes, every event for this blog is fanfic friendly :D
Though as I mentioned on my Ominous October post, for events that include multiple short stories, I encourage everyone to flex their creativity and take one of their planned short story fanfics, and at least *attempt* to turn one of them into something entirely original; rebuilding a character and story from the ground up to stand on its own two legs is no easy feat, and that is what makes it so fun!
It really gets your creative gears turning, to make an "au of an existing material" to be something entirely original, and you can be pleasantly surprised about the things you come up with!
As a few people say, its not just a matter of "filing the serial numbers off" -- you have to add in just as much *or more* as what you take out when you are turning a fanfiction into something that is original and completely divorced from its original source material / inspiration, and that is a hard, but very rewarding challenge!
Obviously, this is not a requirement (there's no hard requirements for any of the challenges, other than no cheating, including no using AI),
but if you would like an extra challenge for the short story events and you're planning on doing entirely fan-fiction, I highly recommend trying it out at least once, and seeing where it leads you--
you may find yourself pleasantly surprised by what you find down that rabbit hole!
#replies#novella november#long rambly tags to follow lol#including anti royalist / anti billionaire shit#ominous october#this is what my novella november is going to be#something that WAS a huge earth-shattering fanfic AU#but before I even got past a WIP Oneshot I'd already realized that what I was planning was going to turn canon so far on its head it would#be unrecognizable and it would be much better off and more coherent if I made it entirely original#so now it is!#not only does this involve changing every single characters name#everyone is now a completely different species other than human because thats always fun#and of course we're also tackling all the issues that had annoyed me in omega verse fics since I was like 14 and liked the#creature aspects but hated the biological essentialism and misogny / caste systems#if your fantasy people have an enforced caste system you gotta actually treat that like the horror and systemic oppression it is#not just say 'biological = right' like dude what do you think people have been saying about real women this whole time????#people literally insist women are biologically inferior to men do you really think supporting that idea is going to make you sound#progressive just because your main character is a tomboy independant woman?#also like she lost all her independence as soon as she found a man to marry so uhhhhh#what happened to being ready and willing to hit the bricks if people kept talking down to you and condescending you for being a woman????#why did you go from independant badass tomboy to fainting damsel who spends all her time worrying about failing to produce an heir#so her husband can take power#instead of just straight up telling your husband#'hey I don't want to deal with the bullshit from your father how about we do the-#- socially acceptable thing and just go off to make our own independant settlement with some of the villagers who are on your side'#like your husband would literally be escstatic about this idea of finally getting out from under his dad's tyrannical thumb#and its more like way more than half the villagers would go with you not just a handful#theyve been sick of the kings shit for years and only your husband's potential rise to rule kept them in check#cus he actually cares about the villagers and goes among them#while still clearly having some biases to work through when it comes to class and gender equality
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Mushrooms & Morons: the Legends of Zabadoo
An SMG4 AU Side Story
SMG4's managed to set up another game of Mushrooms and Morons with Mario, Luigi, Bowser and Toad, and now Meggy, Bob, Karen and Juliano have joined the fun as well! This time, rather than just playing vaguely fantasy-ish versions of themselves in silly hats, they have actual characters... which I have not come up with yet. Their party has been tasked with traveling all across the Kingdom of Zabadoo and probably, hopefully saving it, having many adventures along the way.
Unfortunately, 4's DMing hasn't improved as much as he seems to think it has, and the group is bigger and wackier than ever, so things are unlikely to stay on the rails for long.
#smg4 ocs#episode idea#m&m the legends of zabadoo#smg4#mario#luigi#bowser#toad#meggy spletzer#bob bobowski#smg4 karen#juliano#unlike the orange spaghetti saga which will become somewhat important very soon this storyline has no bearing on the au's main plot#it really is just some of the characters playing an rpg campaign together in between their usual bullshit#toad's the only one who Mostly remembers what things were like in the old campaign so he's here at least partly against his will#shockingly bob doesn't play a rogue#karen does
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I cannot fucking believe Angeal "Died Halfway Through One Part of A Seven-Parts-and-Counting Series" Hewley gets a season pass wallpaper before Vincent "Main Player Character of the Second Mainline Game In the Entire Series" Valentine. I'm so fucking mad.
#fandom vent#fandom bullshit#nashi plays ever crisis#angeal is in CC#vincent is in OG + AC + BC + DC + CC + Rb#vincent is also in one part of OTWTAS#vincent is 1 of 3 main player characters in the ENTIRE COMPILATION#and he is not featured in any story events#he does not get featured in the season pass#he basically doesn't exist in the actual game#except as a very useful glass cannon#with some nice outfits#that's all he's for#he's not a character in EC#he's barely even set dressing at this point#I'm so fucking frustrated
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OK I swear the reason I'm showing you this will have context in a couple days! But also, the fact B&N has a section dedicated to "well he may be a ten buuuuut" and included my current crime of "he's blonde" is like. Dang. Called out.
Didn't help I saw this with a guy and I said "oh no, my blonde enjoyer crimes called out!" and he said "better than redheads" and I'm like. "Sir, I have to inform you of my previous crime." and he was not pleased as he said "Fish... why....."
#moe talks a lot#not art#this will be much more relevant to my art in a couple days but just know#that ive had a field day staring at these and noticing unintentional bullshit#such as ! note how they are all kinda average writing size OR p big except for the tail one#which is kinda small and i feel like the person who wrote it is like this is the opposite of a '10 but -' ... thats a plus...#but then you also have all of them starting off lower case EXCEPT He's a man-child#oh absolutely gotta cater to the man-childs esteem and capitalize that one#this might be incredibly funny to me but i am not letting it be rebloggable im so sorry#also i like how he calls me fish in public bc despite having known me since 4th grade#he got in the habit during our ffxiv days during skype calls with someone in another state#so instead of using my in game name of Tuna vs my actual skype name Salmon#hes like fuck it we ball with just Fish#so i am fish to him and it carries over irl when we hang out which is rare but still#this is the same guy who was on the phone with his wife while we were wandering around and he just#watches me walk off with a very serious determination and i hear him say#hold on babe fish just walked over to a makeup store and is staring#so he walks over and asks me whats up and i point to a shelf and say dude#and he looks where im pointing and asks his wife#hey honey do you want main character energy? fish found some lipstick for that#and i hear her over the phone saying what very flatly#and he had to explain that there was a shelf advertising main character energy in sephora#his wife said no which is fair (they were also closed lol)#also the same guy i beat up on accident who lied to his football coach about why he had such fucked up shins#bc he knew his coach liked me as a very kind and quiet and obedient student#and my buddy was like i cant tell him you kicked me so much i bled...#and i just ????????????? hey what you never mentioned bleeding to me? dude? you KEPT MAKING SHORT JOKES#KNOWING ID KICK YOU IN THE SHINS? you never thought to say maybe stop that or maybe just stop picking on me#anyway yeah this guy and i have been through some weird times and most of them are my fault
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Me, holding up Zarc like a kitten wearing a sock: I just think he was an entertaining payoff for all that synchro arc bullshit, is all.
#Listen#I came for the vibes and the main characters having some bullshit I couldn't put my finger on#And let me tell you when Arc V gave me a Fucking Dragon God Very Pissed To Have Been Sliced Into Four On The Magical Playing Card Mandoline#Baby that made it aaaaall worth it
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hunter zolomon, what in the ever loving fuck is going on in your head.
i absolutely fucking love the way he spent so much time working with thawne, had access to every single bit of info in the museum's archives, claims to be an even better flash expert than thawne, SURELY has to KNOW how much of a time altering genius he is from numerous examples (and i doubt any of the 2 epic cringefails are now known to anyone but thawne himself) but still questions eobard's intellectual abilities even more than me here.
hunter. bestie. please name one single thing you were right about besides the clown. please
#insert wii music#his parallel with barry doesnt work A SINGLE BIT. TF WAS HE ONNNNN#yeah sure your own mistake=some rando from the future who got mad at you for 1 phrase and made it your problem. sure hunter. totally same.#AND HIS DADDY FUCKING ISSUES PROJECTED ONTO THE BLACK FLASH?? OF ALL THINGS????#my poor sweet speedster personification of death you did NOT deserve to put up with all this bullshit with those 2 yellow assholes :(#i wish i had the mental capacity to check out other comics including him. the guy is fucking hilarious#he has so SO much potential both comedic and tragic which is practically never discussed#and his main point about having to know pain to act properly heroic makes sense!! i could even agree with that!!#he DESERVES to be obsessed with and have every panel and word of his overanalyzed like i do with thawne#i mean. thawne is at least explainable by his brainrotting crush. HUNTER HAS NONE OF THE SORTS. HES MOTIVATED PURELY BY IDEOLOGY.#PURELY BY HIS DELUDED ASS BELIEFS ABOUT FLASHES AND HEROING AND TRAGEDY TM (and thawne ig??). HES JUST LIKE _THAT_ __RATIONALLY__.#but alas he has his f*nish l*ne moments with wally and im NOT experiencing them. may non-rebirth hunter zolomon remain a mystery to me#i will forever be mad at cw for changing his wonderful amazing and absolutely insane character to a random maniac from earth 2#people who know hunter only from that were ROBBED AF. THIS IS SO UNFAIR#in conclusion i want him on my desk with an open skull for the brain worm examination. NOW.#hunter zolomon#zoom#the black flash#the flash#dc
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finally got my hands on a wfm display base but because i'm a morally good person i have flatly refused to buy two of them. yet.
#gunpla#witch from mercury#legit bullshit they release an entire line of agile flying mobile suits with drone systems and put stands in two of the boxes#and sell a separate runner of six tiny bonus stands#when they know the main character uses eleven drones at once#thought i could be clever and dodge needing to use two but legit some of the mirrored parts require a connector you only get one of per kit
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seeing rhaenyra's and alicent's veils in this ep of hotd really made it so much obvious how much pseudo-medieval fantasy could benefit from nice wimples and such. wish i didn't care about costumes so much, i'd have a far easier time watching stuff
#i think both got and hotd have some nice costumes but they're alongside absolutely hideous bullshit#i vividly remember caitlin stark wearing an undergarment of some sort (only the neck and chest show) that looked liked someone just#gave her a potato sack with a drawstring. it looked coarse and was a terrible shade of brown. caitlin stark! what are we doing#the starks are not flashy like the southerners and definitely more austere. but you could give her white undergarments with a nice collar#anyway. head coverings are nice and practical and then at least i don't have to look at alicent's complete lack of white hairs as often#also. while we're on the subject of these like 10 minutes. really fucking clear how alicent and rhaenyra's dynamic was my main hook here#women are consistently the best and most interesting characters in martin's works but also bungled and ignored so often -_-
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Writing a semi realistic sci fi universe will have you asking shit like 'do we have a standard for building living spaces in space or is that still to be decided?'
#me#speaks#like. i have a main character who is intimately familiar with space stations in a casual 'what do you mean not everyone knows what to do#in case of decompression breach elsewhere. or what the walkways with windows are called'#or some other niche bullshit that is the equivalent of earthling 'leaves change colour around the same time every year' or#'rain has a unique smell'
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